Hi everyone

I know some of you are aware of my self harm issues.

I have recently been referred back to the mental health team and while I'm waiting for my appointment I am allowed to ring them, so instead of cutting myself this afternoon I was very brave and actually rang them. Yes you've guessed it they are too busy to talk to me !

The receptionist said that she could try and find someone for me but as its just self harm I'm best ringing the out of hours later on.

Tell you what it's enough to drive you to suicide !

Don't worry I'm not going to do a disappearing act on you all, I'm just so angry that I've made that first horrible phone call just to be slapped in the face.