Firstly Hi i'm new!
anyways where do i begin, i've been on IB for around 6 years for anxiety and depression
Had a few medicals in the past. the last one i failed cos the doctor lied and gave me zero points but i appealed and won.
Now i've had my migration letter through and received my ESA50 which needs to be returned in about a week.
i'll tell you a little bit more about my illness and history before i go to the questions.
in the past 2-3 years my condition has gotten so much worse. i now suffer from severe depression and agoraphobia which has left me housebound because i suffer from pretty horrific panic attacks if i ever leave the house. heck i suffer from them when sometimes just thinking about leaving the house. i also get NO sleep at all and this affects my memory so badly that i ticked the box for "being unable to set an alarm clock or washing machine" because they are geuinely difficult for me if i have no one there to show me. i wont ever be able to remember it as the lack of sleeps leaves me in a state of unawareness. a lot of the time i just sit staring at the wall, for what feels like only 2 minutes but in actual fact is about a few hours!
anyways in the first section of the ESA50 where it asks what help i would need going to an assessment i basically asked them if they could try and come to a decision without asking me to go to a medical.
Do you think this is likely to happen, that they might listen to my plea?
I've heard that nowadays they are desperate to save time so they just put a lot of IB claimants straight into WRAG. is this true, do you think that is likely to happen to me?
also do they REALLY very rarely call your doctor or is that all changing now? cos if they do then i really need to get into contact with my GP as i havent been to see him for... well a few years due to being housebound. :| i wont actually be able to go and see him, rather have a consultation over the phone to keep him uptodate with whats been going on with me.
sorry few more questions:
when the lady phoned me, before sending the forms, she said you "MAY" be asked to attend a medical. am i naively right in assuming that medicals will be more for people with physical conditions? because its confusing when some people say medical and some say face-to-face assessment, it leaves me wondering whether the two are the same thing or different.
anyways what can i do to avoid having to go to one cos i REALLY am dreading having to go as i'm housebound and dont know if i can even handle having the doctor come to my home. surely there has to be a third option. is there something i can get my GP to say or send to them to make them just go straight to a decision without making me have a medical?
is there something i can say to them? i'd much rather be put straight on wrag and have to appeal than have to go to a medical (obviously i wont say this in my form) is there anything anyone else has said or done to avoid them having a medical?
i mean i had one before, they failed me but i won. surely they're not stupid enough to try and pull this stunt on me again.
and last question i can think of is, anyone (preferably someone from london) who went to a medical recently. please tell me what time you went and most importantly - WHAT WAS THE WAITING ROOM LIKE? as in, were there A LOT of people waiting with you or was it relatively empty? how long did you have to wait till you were called in
i know thats an awful lot of questions but if you can try answering as many as you can i will be sooooo grateful as this is seriously stressing me out to the point where.... suicide is sounding like the pleasant option againi know, shame on me for saying that. it even ruined my entire Xmas and will obviously ruin my new year. just hope it doesnt ruin the whole of the new year!
its the waiting, i hate having to wait!!!
thanks for taking the time to read this... xx